I was a very spiritual 17 year old, and believed that the universe had a way of sending us signs of upcoming scenarios. As if life is that easy, knowing exactly what is going to happen and when, in your dreams 17 year old me! Anyways. So every day, no matter what, I would look … Continue reading It’s a Sign!
Category: OCD
My hair, My Comfort.
So, you have probably heard of skin pickers; generally they pick at the skin around their hands and fingers, their face etc. I am a skin picker myself, always picking at my nails, cuticles and face seems to be one of my favourite pass-times, and recently the overbearing need to destroy my gums has been … Continue reading My hair, My Comfort.
Fireworks
Need I say more? I have PTSD, and like many others with this awful thing, something what makes it flare up more than anything is loud bangs. I live practically outside a train-line and have gotten used to the loud noises, squeaks, and bangs that come with it, especially at night. I also live by the … Continue reading Fireworks
Ever wake up at 2am …
... and just want to go home? go home to your parents, partner, your pet? ever randomly wake up and decide your house isn't your home anymore, that the walls are all wrong, the carpet isn't yours, the sofa isn't right? I have been getting this a lot lately, especially over the past few days. … Continue reading Ever wake up at 2am …
Who is phoning me!?
Only people who expect money from me. So why on earth would I answer those calls! But at the same time.... Why on eath wouldn't I answer those calls!? Surely I would get more answers if I just swiped the green answer button. But then again, if I answer them they are going to tell … Continue reading Who is phoning me!?
That’s not the right soap.
It has got to be the right soap! The right brand, the right scent, the right container even! (And you are having a laugh if you think that I am getting rid of those pretty tubes they come in) Skin care has always been important to me, my beautiful mum teaching me from a young … Continue reading That’s not the right soap.
OMG brain, please shut up!
I can't remember the last time I had a completely calm and quiet mind. There is always something going on in there, on the best days it's 'ooh I should make this' or 'I want to bake that' unfortunately those days are rare. Not that I never have these nice thoughts, I do, but they … Continue reading OMG brain, please shut up!
Friday Freak-Outs: 1
There were 60 minutes left on the day, and I thought Oh I know, A Friday freak-outs blog every Friday laughing at and understanding what I have freaked out about the last week. So I quickly got out my laptop ready to start this thing. After the evening rituals, I now only have half an hour. … Continue reading Friday Freak-Outs: 1
4
It all started when I was born. Thats right, at 1 minute past 1 in the morning on the 4th of the 4th 1997. It's like a sign, I was born to have this condition. (I am so not going to obsess over that) So, as you can imagine, the number 4 has been a … Continue reading 4
I think I’m dying.
This is one of the bleaker parts of my OCD. The amount of times I have thought I had some terrible illness. The amount of times I have gone to the doctor making sure that I have more than a few months left. The amount of times I have been completely healthy. But does that … Continue reading I think I’m dying.
Obsessive Compulsive Existence 