All of us think to ourselves 'am I really that bad?' some time in our lives, it's natural. Can any human say that they genuinely like being hated? We all want to be liked, and of course, for every positive there has to be a negative. There will always be someone we clash with. Be it our … Continue reading Am I really that bad?
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And Then There is Fibromyalgia
As you can see from this blog, my mental health definitely is a huge part of my life, whether I like it or not. But of course, I can't have one with out the other. My physical health is also something that isn't so much in my control and hasn't been for about five or … Continue reading And Then There is Fibromyalgia
It’s a Sign!
I was a very spiritual 17 year old, and believed that the universe had a way of sending us signs of upcoming scenarios. As if life is that easy, knowing exactly what is going to happen and when, in your dreams 17 year old me! Anyways. So every day, no matter what, I would look … Continue reading It’s a Sign!
My hair, My Comfort.
So, you have probably heard of skin pickers; generally they pick at the skin around their hands and fingers, their face etc. I am a skin picker myself, always picking at my nails, cuticles and face seems to be one of my favourite pass-times, and recently the overbearing need to destroy my gums has been … Continue reading My hair, My Comfort.
Emetophobia – Story Time, My Phobia, and Some Little Tips
The 'fear of vomiting or seeing others being sick.' (https://www.anxietyuk.org.uk/anxiety-type/emetophobia/) Or should I say, 'The overwhelming discourse of feelings of dread, foreboding, and panic-inducing nervousness that comes with the thought of throwing up, and witnessing the spillage of the contents of another's stomach.' (Me) I have had Emetophobia since I was around nine years old, … Continue reading Emetophobia – Story Time, My Phobia, and Some Little Tips
Novembermas
After quite a few mental health heavy posts(I know, I know that's what this blog is all about) I think it is time for a lighter and happier post ... 'Novembermas' is something that my mum has been obsessed with for years. She made it up because she is Christmas Crazy and never comes quick enough, … Continue reading Novembermas
Fireworks
Need I say more? I have PTSD, and like many others with this awful thing, something what makes it flare up more than anything is loud bangs. I live practically outside a train-line and have gotten used to the loud noises, squeaks, and bangs that come with it, especially at night. I also live by the … Continue reading Fireworks
Ever wake up at 2am …
... and just want to go home? go home to your parents, partner, your pet? ever randomly wake up and decide your house isn't your home anymore, that the walls are all wrong, the carpet isn't yours, the sofa isn't right? I have been getting this a lot lately, especially over the past few days. … Continue reading Ever wake up at 2am …
Friday Freak-Outs: 1
There were 60 minutes left on the day, and I thought Oh I know, A Friday freak-outs blog every Friday laughing at and understanding what I have freaked out about the last week. So I quickly got out my laptop ready to start this thing. After the evening rituals, I now only have half an hour. … Continue reading Friday Freak-Outs: 1
I think I’m dying.
This is one of the bleaker parts of my OCD. The amount of times I have thought I had some terrible illness. The amount of times I have gone to the doctor making sure that I have more than a few months left. The amount of times I have been completely healthy. But does that … Continue reading I think I’m dying.
Obsessive Compulsive Existence 