Only people who expect money from me. So why on earth would I answer those calls! But at the same time.... Why on eath wouldn't I answer those calls!? Surely I would get more answers if I just swiped the green answer button. But then again, if I answer them they are going to tell … Continue reading Who is phoning me!?
Tag: OCD
That’s not the right soap.
It has got to be the right soap! The right brand, the right scent, the right container even! (And you are having a laugh if you think that I am getting rid of those pretty tubes they come in) Skin care has always been important to me, my beautiful mum teaching me from a young … Continue reading That’s not the right soap.
OMG brain, please shut up!
I can't remember the last time I had a completely calm and quiet mind. There is always something going on in there, on the best days it's 'ooh I should make this' or 'I want to bake that' unfortunately those days are rare. Not that I never have these nice thoughts, I do, but they … Continue reading OMG brain, please shut up!
Friday Freak-Outs: 1
There were 60 minutes left on the day, and I thought Oh I know, A Friday freak-outs blog every Friday laughing at and understanding what I have freaked out about the last week. So I quickly got out my laptop ready to start this thing. After the evening rituals, I now only have half an hour. … Continue reading Friday Freak-Outs: 1
4
It all started when I was born. Thats right, at 1 minute past 1 in the morning on the 4th of the 4th 1997. It's like a sign, I was born to have this condition. (I am so not going to obsess over that) So, as you can imagine, the number 4 has been a … Continue reading 4
I think I’m dying.
This is one of the bleaker parts of my OCD. The amount of times I have thought I had some terrible illness. The amount of times I have gone to the doctor making sure that I have more than a few months left. The amount of times I have been completely healthy. But does that … Continue reading I think I’m dying.
It is My OCD
A lot of the time I hear people call it just OCD when talking about their mental health. I however, always call it 'My OCD' Why? I want to take control. I have OCD, OCD does not have me. Yes sometimes it goes out of my control and awful thoughts go through my head, but … Continue reading It is My OCD
I’m not a massive liar. right?
I hate lies, I can't lie, to me being a liar is one of the worst things you can be. As my great nana Lil always said 'you can trust a theif, but you can never trust a liar.' I tell the truth, I know my truth so why do I feel like I'm a … Continue reading I’m not a massive liar. right?
As a child…
First, let's get things straight, my childhood was never bad (bar a few years as a teenager). I was a lonely child looking to impress in order to find friends but never really got very far. I also had an autistic baby brother that cried all day and night, stressing my poor parents out constantly; … Continue reading As a child…
To Begin …
I am in my early twenties, plagued with the shock and responsibility that is adulthood. I have been living with my partner for going on a year, and during this time I have learned a lot about myself. Mainly, the obsessions I never knew I possessed, and the compulsions that have made themselves known. In … Continue reading To Begin …
Obsessive Compulsive Existence 